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very well put ANGEL. i haven't been here in a while...
heartford, i'm so glad that you're feeling a bit better and seeing things clearer. i've been going through very similar emotions. seeing them for who they really are (crazy as h*ll) really helps...
control is really something...and angel is so right about them getting off on it. the selfishness of men who can't just let a woman go rather than cheat on her, is beyond me. you will heal much better now that you're able to see things more clearly. not really complicated, he's just selfish...and borderline heartless.
my ex is this crazy as well in a different sort of way but still rather insane and with a normal sense of composer (even more scary), even when calling me to death! he's eased up a bit now, but still calling talking crazy talk... i think you will also feel better once you realize how much more peace you have while not focusing on him and his motives. it doesn't matter anymore b/c he's C...R...A...Z...Y, lol. really. watch, you'll meet someone if not already who is a complete contrast from your ex and you'll wonder how you were consumed by him for so long.
good hearing from you both!
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