I took him off of my Facebook today and erased all e-mails to and from him from my personal account. I also erased his telephone number and e-mail address, and removed him from my IM list. This way, I will not be able to contact him, even if I wanted to. I cried when I did this, and I regret it a little, but it needed to be done. I really like him, and I am pretty sure that he feels the same way and is confused about it all, but in the end, I was spending too much time obsessing over whether or not he could read the things I was writing. I discovered that I was censoring myself, and that is not the woman he fell for in the first place. I have no idea whether he even notices that I have erased him or not, and the not-knowing is bothering me. I guess only time will tell. In the meantime, I will do everything I can to try and move forward with my life, with the hope that he may one day be a part of it again.
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