[GrayClouds]

Originally Posted by hpnutter

Thank you for your support.

Its still going on. He still needs time to make a decision. Yesterday I told him that I dont want to break up, that I still want him as my boyfriend. But I also said its up to him, depends if he still wants me as his girlfriend or sees me as just a friend - there's no point us being together if he doesn't want me anymore. I told him not to think about my feelings, but decide on his.

Its so hard tho! I hardly contacted him at all yesterday tho I wanted to. I don't know how long it'll take him to decide. I feel like I'm in limbo! I just don't understand why it would take someone so long just to figure out if he still loves me in that way.

I saw some friends yesterday and ended up crying all over them. They were supportive tho and helped so much. Only thing is, I fear they've given me hope where there is none. They've suggested things and I want to believe them, but I don't know if I should because I don't know if they're true. I know my boyfriend used to really love me, everyone said he did so much. Which just makes it hurt more now if he says his love has changed and if he makes the decision to end it.

I'm not sure how much longer I can wait like this. I just want things to be good again, I want him to love me properly. I wish I'd never sent that message to him the other day. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm really trying not to pressure him but I just don't understand and he can't answer my questions.

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