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Originally Posted by Aksion
I lay here again. Another night alone in the dark. My eyes won't shut, yet they don't tear up. I can't look at myself in the mirror anymore. I hate myself, my life, everything about me. I've tried so hard, I really have. I'm just slowly dying, hoping I go with no interruptions.
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Aksion, do you really WANT to die?
If not then you have to do a couple of small things.
Go to your GP, tell him/her what has happened and that you are feeling that you cannot cope at all.
They will hopefully prescribe some medication for you and refer you for counselling.
Now I know this will not solve all your problems and make the pain go away but it may help bring you back from the brink.
Then you will have to follow through with whatever your doctor suggests.
I really hope you will consider cutting back a little on the alcohol too.
I am very bossy - sorry.