I'm not so sure what is up - haven't heard from her today, don't know if I feel bad or relieved about that one. I still kind of keep checking my phone to see if she has texted me - either from hope or from fear. LOL.
I haven't made myself unavailable to her, she knows I am still there hurting. Not ready to sit down with her just yet, would rather not in fact, unless she shows some sort of sympathy for what I have felt instead of always making it about her feelings.
I do think she told me about the date just to get a reaction from me - I didn't reply to that one. Not sure if she made it up or not. If she does have a date then I feel sorry for the guy if she starts to get serious with him!
Actually, I hope she does, maybe she will see that no one guy can be perfect all the time, which is what she expected from me it seems.
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