[Jinxies]

I do appreciate your time and your thoughts in sharing your advice with me. There are those moments when you don't feel solid and you war with yourself. You all say pretty much what my inner flag system is telling me... but I didn't want to be "over reacting" and responding to that.

I'm not as emotionally stable as I should be right now, of course, I know I'm sensitive and more argumentative than I used to be... yay for divorce,

As for your comment LakesideDream... I didn't really go into the details as to what led to the divorce with my X husband. He and I had grown so far apart that we ignored each other to the point of the extreme. Together, we were jointly ignoring our children... they had absolutely no structure, no rules, nothing... I was depressed and unhappy most of the time, so I'd get angry faster... I'd be resentful... It was not a healthy environment for the children.

It was in their best interest that their father and I divorce.

I know what I'm in now isn't good for them either, so I'm going to have to do something about it... and fast.

Thank you all, again, I very much appreciate your advice.