Female porn addict and masterbator

nudehousewife_age44 · 10th January 2006, 4:50 AM

I got married right out of high school and was a virgin. I never had orgasms with my husband inside me I had to masterbate. After our 4th child he had to use my rear to get enough stimulation to cum, my vagina was too loose for himOne night I caught my 14 year old daughter looking at nude men on line in her room. I took away her computer. She was looking at a site called nubienudes. I checked it out and saw men with very large penises and was very aroused and had to masterbate. I got my husband one night to let me measure him, he was 3 3/4" long and 3 1/4 inches around. I thought he was in the low average catagory. Since I am a stay at home mom, I started looking at photos of large penises on line. I have been masterbating 3-4hours a day. I started chatting and trading photos with men. I even got a cam and watched men masterbate while they watched me. I finally met with a man on line I had been chatting with, he was very thick, I could not get my hand around it. We had sex and for th 1st time I felt and watched a big penis get hard in my hand. I was so excited. It felt wonderful in me and I had multiple orgasms. Eventually he invited friends and I had sex with them all. I get very aroused now seeing large buldges and outlines of penises in men's pants. I now wear mostly skirts and no panties most of the time. I have become quite an exhibitionist. I feel guilty but I can't stop.