I believe I have had enough with the relationship, we have known each other for five years, been dating since early January.
He mainly lives in the city but most weekends he will come to town to stay at his parents' town house.
So I mainly spend time with him for a few days that is until he gets his holidays he comes over and spends time for a week or two.
At first I didn't notice anything wrong with our relationship, I thought oh well it's a long distance thing. But I notice now it's getting tough.
For example, we talk maybe once or twice a week on the phone as we wouldn't have much to say if it was everyday plus our bills would be expensive.
A few weeks ago, while we were out at a resturant he asked if I would be interested in going with him to his brother's and sister's birthday party. I was a little flustered and was going to give my answer when he looked away and said "I shouldn't of asked."
I asked "What do you mean, why you taking it back?" he gave me a look and asked in tone which came across as saracastic "Do you know how to scuba dive?"
I honestly answered no, I never been suba diving before, although I would like to learn.
Then he changed subject so I didn't want to make a big deal over it.
Today I ran into his mother and she was excited about the joint party and that they were going to the beach house. I told her it seemed great
She then told me that her other son was bringing his two children and a friend, while her daughter was bringing two friends and her husband and children.
I started to feel really ashamed. Because it seems my boyfriend hasn't explained to his mother that we are dating. As she didn't ask if Ethan (my boyfriend) asked if I wanted to go.
This is just one of many things I'm having trouble with undestanding in this relationship.
Most weekends he comes over but there are weekends where he goes and plays poker at the casino in the city.
I'm tired of it all.
Sorry for making this long. I love him, but right now I just don't think I can handle this situation. It feels like it is unfair on me. Because he knows how I feel and yet he does things like this to me.
I'm thinking of spending time with myself, (not that I don't do that anyways but I mean to spend time to get to no myself).
What course of action should I take?