No contact with myspace

[Lost Johnny]

First time writer here. My gf broke up with me three 3 weeks tomorrow. I've been reading lots of different posts and about all the issues. I must say this NC thing is amazing. I wish I wouldve read this before I did the begging, pleading sending flowers etc etc. I wrote a post on here details my break up and asking questions but they still haven't posted it. I hope they do soon so I can get some feed back from others who aren't in my day to day life.

 

My questions is this: Right after we broke up i erased my x from everything. Cell phone, msn, myspace. I even took it so far to erase all her comments so I couldnt see her profile again. I really am trying to put this all behind but I have to be serious to myself and say i want her back more then anything. If I want this NC thing to work should I block her from seeing my myspace? I believe she is looking but thats a long story. The whole break up makes no sense. In the course of two weeks she went from telling my mother and friends she was crazy about me and actually booking and paying for a trip to telling me she is unhappy and were not meant for each other. SO what should I do? Should I block her as well or is letting her see that i have girls emailing me every day helping my cause? I know this is tacky. I'm just trying to pull out all the stops. I'm not a quitter. I really wish my "first" post got published.

[Starlight Starbright]

I would say don't block her from your myspace. As long as you are preventing yourself from looking at her page, you don't have to worry about what she is doing.

[Lost Johnny]

I went two weeks not looking at her site until I found it by chance. I guess she had subsribed to my blogs back when we got together. Now I look atleast once a day. It kills me to do it but I cant help myself.