Buddhist Posted September 30, 2016 Share Posted September 30, 2016 I'm no longer waiting for him to come backI'm no longer angry about what happenedI'm no longer saving myself for death in mourning for what is lost But I am still crying over stupid things. I listen to music that evokes this and that memory and flood the living room with tears over nothing in particular. Just a lost dream. I think I'm crying over lost time, those 5yrs in which the only colour was grey, nothing changed, time moved forward but everything stayed the same. I connect my emotions over him to every other guy in my life that has evoked the same feeling. That empty feeling over something that never was. Such a waste. 3 Link to post Share on other sites
KateHR Posted September 30, 2016 Share Posted September 30, 2016 Hi. You are making progress in your healing process. You now accepted it happened. Sometimes it takes a couple of steps backwards. Just feel everything through. Save those good memories, cherish them. Don't regret them. However, dont be stuck with them. Let them go. You are stronger than you think. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
juniorrocha Posted October 1, 2016 Share Posted October 1, 2016 How's your life going? Have you been changing during those 5 years or are you still exactly the same person? I think that part of letting go has to do with being able to revamp yourself. What's new in your life since you broke up? Link to post Share on other sites
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