lxndrea77 Posted September 1, 2014 Share Posted September 1, 2014 it feels like a knife keep on stabbing my heart im trying to grasp on the fact that a part of me had died on that day when i saw the phone calls the feeling of relief when J told me it was his boss' number but when i called that number over and over again a female voice came through i knew something was not right then came the news of the death of a loved one gosh '2' funerals at one go the over whelming sadness and confusion crying and crying but confused whose tears were they for what a terrible terrible pain a truly devastated period for me ironically we have been together for so long (7 years) and to be brought down like this, now with 4 innocent beings in our midst is so so sad can i survive the rest of my life like this in pain read somewhere that i should take my time to grief and go through the emotion but for how long? forever? so what do i do in the mean time go ahead with my life? housework, my job, my studies, making love just sweep all underneath the carpet pretending nothing had happened Link to post Share on other sites
herself Posted September 1, 2014 Share Posted September 1, 2014 I have read all three of your posts. This is clearly a cry for help. You need out of this marriage fast. Get a counselor immediately please. Go to your hr department ask for help. Your husband should be arrested. Then I wonder if the public figure girlfriend would even go near him. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
sdrawkcaB ssA Posted September 1, 2014 Share Posted September 1, 2014 Be strong and realize those loved ones will always be alive inside you and in the peeps they touched. Be happy you appreciated and loved them so. Getting into a support group will help. Allow you to feel the grief of loss, but don't let it stay for too long. You have a life, and both of your dear loses would not want you to suffer as you are. Take time away to appreciate life. I always look at the fond memories I have had even if they bring a tear time to time. Don't know but write letters to your departed, telling them how much they were a part of your life. Tell them you will always have them with you and will do things that you once shared together, knowing they have never left you. Link to post Share on other sites
Itspointless Posted September 1, 2014 Share Posted September 1, 2014 Please get out! There comes a day that you and your kinds will be so happy you left. As for the departure of the loved ones, it takes time. Life really can get better again and it will, but you have to leave that lowlife. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
stillafool Posted September 11, 2014 Share Posted September 11, 2014 Why aren't you out of the house and filing for divorce? Link to post Share on other sites
Justaguy30 Posted September 11, 2014 Share Posted September 11, 2014 You have to leave. It won't be easy but in the long run you will be so much better off. Be patient and make a plan but you must leave. Link to post Share on other sites
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