Bigger and better things

[Unplugged]

Okay, so I have a new boyfriend who I really really like. But some how, the old one, he keeps getting in the way. He keeps popping into my head and messing my thoughts up so all they are is him. He keeps messaging me no matter how much I ignore him, or tell him I have a boyfriend or plan out just leave me alone. He has been persistent with hitting me up every single day since he found out I had a new boyfriend. And today is the exes birthday :/ so all I have done is thing about him, I even found myself writing poetry about him again, I think I'll share it with you guys, so here it goes;

 

 

Sometimes things get hard

And sometimes I can't speak

Sometimes I can't get you off my mind

And other times I wish you'd leave

Sometimes all the memories come floating back*

And sometimes it gets hard

And sometimes its easy

Sometimes I cry my eyes out

But others they shed easy

I can't help but be in love with you*

I can't help but smile

But don't you think

It's about time*

We stop for a while*

Because you know

I'm finally happy

And now your finally there

I don't get it

Not even a hair

First you want nothing to do with me*

And now your up my ass

Why can't you just leave me alone*

And find someone else to harass*

I don't need you anymore

Remember bigger and better things*

Well I guess I'll have to do it alone

I'll have to face my hardest dreams

You told me I wouldnt have to

You said things would change

Well now they have

And you no what

Things with us

Are still the same

 

I don't know what to do with all these feelings. I want to be with the boy I'm with now, but I don't know, it won't be long before I feel like this again about my ex and just wanting to talk to him again, just someone please :bunny:help.

[LoveAnimals]

Your using the guy you are with as a crutch. Im sorry but I just cannot have any sympathy for you because of that. Break up with your current dude and then focus on fully healing over your ex.