Croatan Posted August 11, 2010 Posted August 11, 2010 Im dating a girl for 3 months by now and she is nothing like any Ive dated before. I was sure I want something more with her than with others I dated before. Note the I WAS part. It was all fine till few days ago. Now for the last 3 days Ive tried to reach her bcos It was obv. she has a problem or something, but by now Im sick of w/e that thing is bcos whenever I tried to talk normal to her she just yelled at me, basically telling me to eff off, so ok, I gave her few days to rest, but its still same. We are still dating and all but its so weird right now. Usually when we meet up we talk, kiss, cudle w/e, but now she barely comes to me, just comes to kiss me and say hi, stays quiet and is being di*k to anyone when Im around. So, yeah, it was my brothers b-day today and same story again, but I was tired of going around her and asking her whats wrong bcos I know her reaction to w/e I ask her. So I went away with my brother and friends and she went home with her sister. Now I was thinking a bit about all of this, and now comes another interesting part. I was talking with my good friend (Shes female), I know her for years and Ive never felt something for her, we were just good friends. And as the night went on, as people started to go home, I was spending rest of my night with few of my best friends, mostly girls, and 1 guy, but he was drunk and he felt asleep (lol) and they started asking me about my gf and stuff. And Ive told them what Im saying to you, and that girl Ive mentioned first, after the talk she just liek came to me, started huging me and at first I was ok with it, I mean, I didnt feel any connection or anything and we spoke for hours. Than later on she fell asleep on my shoulder so I was like ok. So I was sitting like that for some time and started thinking trough all of this bla bla and somehow I ended on thinking about this girl >.> I know she had crush on me bcos she told that to my brother before, and at that exact point I kinda liked that. So later on when she woke up we decided to all go home. So as we were walking back home she told other ppl to go ahead of us that we need to talk. I didnt know what it was about, but as soon as they went little bit ahead of us she grabbed my hand, pulled me near one building and tried to kiss me. I managed to get myself away from her and I asked her what the hell was that and she said that she couldnt resist it. So I started telling her that we can only be friends and stuff like that and we spoke for soem time, but later on I got this big urge and I so wanted to kiss her back but I managed to pull myself together. The problem is, I dont want to cheat my gf, Id never do that, but Im getting this god da*n mixed feeling or w/e towards both her and my gf. And I started asking myself which is the right. I cant think, its so messed up right now, and my gf told me some time ago that Im talking with other girls too much and she said that she started thinknig something is wrong with everything of this. Im not that kind of guy that will hit on girls when dating some1, but the point of that all is that I have maybe way too many female friends, I kinda understand all of that, but its not my fault, I know some of them for like 10 years so Im not goin to ruin some of great friendships jsut like that... Well, I hope you get the story, sorry for making it complicated, English aint my first lng.
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