luvtoto Posted August 2, 2010 Posted August 2, 2010 My sexual dynamo beast is raging inside of me. Been single for four years, by choice, to raise my kids. Over the years, I didn't realize how much I sacrificed my needs. They've been suppressed for a very, very, very loooooooooooooong time. While my teenage daughter was, well...a teenager, I just didn't feel comfortable dating and having a sexual lifestyle. For many reasons, it felt wrong. She doesn't need a man in her life, and that's the lesson I wanted to convey. She has recently graduated a B student, moved off to college, and hasn't had a boyfriend in years. Guys flock to her, but she's concentrating on her studies and work. So, in my book, my years of celibacy paid off!! A couple weekends of being home alone, (empty nest syndrome) I decided to start dating again. Yea!!!! Within a couple weeks, I met a really, really handsome guy that has his life together. He is super nice, and seems to enjoy my company. As I do his. We have a lot in common. Both like to work out, and for kicks we email pictures of ourselves all sweaty from working out. Dressed of course. He lives a 1.5hrs away, and we see each other on the weekends if possible. His pics have got me all kinds of worked up!!!!!!!! I'm like a freakin' volcano here!!!! :eek: This weekend we have our second date, and I still know very little about him. The only thing I know, is that I wanna let my sexual tiger out of it's cage so bad I can taste it, and this weekend is the perfect setup for that. Jeeeeebus!!! It's like I'm the guy!!! If he's willing and I'm willing...no problem, right? or... will it be a signed death-wish and awkwardness in the morning? I don't want that. Should I wait and use every possible amount of willpower I have to be a good girl or just ravish the day lights of of him and hope he understands that I'm not a slut, just sexually deprived?! He is quite the catch. Just don't want to be perceived as a slut, because I'M A GOOD GIRL!! LMAO!!!
alphamale Posted August 2, 2010 Posted August 2, 2010 Should I wait and use every possible amount of willpower I have to be a good girl or just ravish the day lights of of him and hope he understands that I'm not a slut, just sexually deprived?! i think you should give it up luvtoto
Pink Cupcakes Posted August 2, 2010 Posted August 2, 2010 This is your choice. If you do not want anything more than a sex fling, then go ahead. If you do want more than sex, then do not have sex with him this weekend, wait a few more dates.
xpaperxcutx Posted August 3, 2010 Posted August 3, 2010 OMG you're such an awesome mother. You sacrificed years for your kids, that's more than most moms can say. I say go out for it and re-discover your youth and your sexuality.
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