My fiance called me a sl*t and argued in public!?

[CarlyG]

My fiancé and I have been together 2yrs and recently became engaged. My finace is a police officer and last night he was working nights and I decided to go out with the girls since I hadn't had a night out with them in weeks, He ended up at a club in the area my fiancé covers and after the bar closed he was working there to clear the area and I ended up talking to an ex school friend who is a guy standing near my friends. My fiance came over to me and pulled me aside asking what the f**k was I playing at? and that I was acting like a sl*t, Long story short I pushed him away and we started having an argument in public, He was in uniform and was shouting back at me so his colleagues who I also know told him to calm down and walk away, They eventually calmed him down and I just walked home alone crying.

 

I was basically beside my friends. It was out of the blue that I felt myself being dragged aside and took me by surprise when I looked up it was my fiancé and he just lost it with me, Not allowing me to get a word in and when I tried to tell him what was going on he kept over powering me! The next day he came home, apologized & said that he shouldn't have acted like that but it killed him seeing me with another guy, He told me that he cant imagine his life without me and him and that without me he has absolutely nothing and kept telling me how much he loves me etc! I love him so much but I feel very cold towards him all day. How do I handle and move past this?