brock9911 Posted September 23, 2009 Share Posted September 23, 2009 well i havent been as down lately. iv been able to play sports again, and i havent had 1 drink in almost 4 days. but i was feeling like sh*t for a bit this morning until i for some reason i decided to read some of the old emails that were exchanged between my ex and i holy sh*t did we get pretty bitter towards each other. i rehashed some of the feelings i had when she cheated on me. or how aggressive and angry she got when she decided she didnt want to be with me anymore. and i felt kinda good that im not stuck in that situation. it gave me more justification for not talking to her for this whole time. i know feeling the anger isnt healthy, but it is a nice temporary fix from the why me game. it really make me look back at the pathetic excuses that were made on her part. well thats my little slice of heaven tonight. hopefully it lasts Link to post Share on other sites
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