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10 month vent.


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It's been a year almost. I don't even know what to type. I've been kidding myself, I've been waiting and waiting for you to contact me just ploughing through the days, deep down I knew you never would which is safer for us both I guess. I hope you and your family are doing well :). I hoped christmas/new years you would message me but never counted on it, just secretly wished you would.

 

I let you leave without argument or fight, because your happiness was key to me, I honestly hope you've found happiness with yourself, it just kills me to think we'll never talk again. I need to move on and accept our breakup but it's just so hard.

 

10 months have passed I think? I miss your voice and everything that that made me feel alive. You're a princess, I love and miss you dearly.

 

 

 

(sorry i just felt like i needed to get that off my chest)

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I'm at sixteen months and at ten I was still lost and upset.

 

Eventually you will get there. You will realize you don't remember her

voice any longer. You don't remember names of her nephews and cousins. Then

you will realize that even if you heard her voice you would not

know what to do with her. You would consider it irrelevant to your life and ttaking her

back would be too much of a hassle.

 

And then you will be OK. But you have to go through the panic attack.

 

No way around. We are rooting for you.

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