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Moving forward or in reverse?


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I am 2.5 mo after I got the "need space to fix myself" talk. I was doing well had a few good days in a row. Then bam, hit with overwhelming sadness. I know it's over after all the crazy and horrible things she's up to if you know the story. If not check it out it's an entertaining read.

 

But prior to this I had more stress and anxiety that I dealt with. So I guess sad means I'm moving on. I still have trouble picturing a future with out my ex of 7yrs, and that stinks because she is no where near the person she was even a few months back. I wonder how could all this have happened so fast, why didn't I do anything to stop it. Could I have? Did I miss the opportunity?

 

Then I wonder why I even miss this girl. How could I with everything she's become. I should hate her, but I don't. Why do I miss something so evil and not hate the person she's become. Why is there a shadow of hope of her coming crawling back?

 

I know whats right and whats wrong, now it my heart would just listen.

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