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I finally got my kiss! But something is holding us back...


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We've been friends for a year, most of the time when we are off we hang out together.

so 4 days ago, we went down the shore. we had a good time. on the way back home, we stopped by his friends house. they were both drinking beers so I'm not sure how drunk they could possibly get, but we were taking pictures & his friend kissed me,just shoved his face in my face while we were supposed to be taking a picture. and then when I was waiting for my friend in the car, his friend snuck into my car & was begging me to kiss him...

So on the way back home, my friend told me that he told him that I was "free" and that he is "free", but he really likes me. He was telling me how much he LOVES me and that he would die to ask me to be his gf but he can't. I just melted. He is going back to his country within the next yr and wants to be free... he is going to come back to America, but in 1-2 yrs. He just said that he doesn't want to hurt me or him.

 

I feel like he could be the one.. its just this weird timing. Thoughts??

 

Also, I wanted to kind of hint to him that I would be willing to wait for him, without sounding creepy. I just don't know how to do it...? We haven't talked about it since then so I don't know if it was the alcoholism talking but he wasn't that drunk.. just tipsy I suppose. When we were saying our goodnights, he kissed me on the lips, twice. we didn't make out or anything. But I have been waiting for it. :) p.s. - most of all of our friends & family ask us whats going on with us, or asks him "why are you not with her yet?" it kills me.

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