[chocolate_boy]

Hi guys, I'm not proud of this at all, but I'm here in the morning after another all-nighter on drink and drugs, and down to my last $30 in the world, I have given my dealer over $1200 this month, I know its stupid and its way too much, today this has hit me and I know its gone out of control, so I'm off everything from now on, I am giving up drugs for good and alcohol til december (6months completely sober),

Can any one give me some encouraging words or advice at this point? I don't think I need professional help and can deal witht his myself, just some helpful words or other people's stories really help me here.

Yeah I started all this last year cos of a chick.. sheesh!