I saw him after school today.. i didn't even talk to him or anything. I saw him from about 100metres off and as soon as i saw him i ran as fast as i could into the nearest shop.. then i hid in the corner of the shop and started shaking really badly and trying not to cry.. i must have looked like such an idiot

now i feel like i'm back at square one. Blah! how am i ever going to get used to seeing him around?