I got married right out of high school and was a virgin. I never had orgasms with my husband inside me I had to masterbate. After our 4th child he had to use my rear to get enough stimulation to cum, my vagina was too loose for himOne night I caught my 14 year old daughter looking at nude men on line in her room. I took away her computer. She was looking at a site called nubienudes. I checked it out and saw men with very large penises and was very aroused and had to masterbate. I got my husband one night to let me measure him, he was 3 3/4" long and 3 1/4 inches around. I thought he was in the low average catagory. Since I am a stay at home mom, I started looking at photos of large penises on line. I have been masterbating 3-4hours a day. I started chatting and trading photos with men. I even got a cam and watched men masterbate while they watched me. I finally met with a man on line I had been chatting with, he was very thick, I could not get my hand around it. We had sex and for th 1st time I felt and watched a big penis get hard in my hand. I was so excited. It felt wonderful in me and I had multiple orgasms. Eventually he invited friends and I had sex with them all. I get very aroused now seeing large buldges and outlines of penises in men's pants. I now wear mostly skirts and no panties most of the time. I have become quite an exhibitionist. I feel guilty but I can't stop.
Blimey....
I only think it's not fair on your daughter, especially now that you know the pleasures of cocks, what does she now you're using the pootah all the time ?
I dunno if your hubby knows and how and what and whatever, but pleasure, as long as not harming anyone is no reason for guilt.
If you're feeling fine shagging a bunch of chaps, brill, why guilt then ?
I only do it in my fantasy...but - who knows......!!!!
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Hey, did anyone else get strangeley turned on by this post??
I don't know about turned on, but as I was reading this bit...
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I finally met with a man on line I had been chatting with, he was very thick, I could not get my hand around it.
I found myself trying to fit my hand round an empty "innocent super smoothie" bottle for comparison.. I just managed to get the tip of my 2nd finger to touch the tip of my thumb...but had to squeeze the bottle (plastic)with a force that no man could tolerate.
For clarification, could the OP please post a message indicating how long her fingers are? Thanks.
Lindya, you're cracking me up! I just snorted from laughing so hard...
Well pity me - I've become obsessed by this smoothie bottle. If it weren't for the large window in my office exposing me to the world, I'd currently be attempting to fit the whole thing into my mouth for the purposes of scientific investigation. In fact - I'll take it with me to the loo right now, and let you know how I get on.
Verdict... It's bad news for men with who have dicks the circumference of smoothie bottles and a penchant for blow jobs.
Last edited by lindya; 11th January 2006 at 12:07 PM..
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