Lost great friends because we decided to cross the line

Clone56

I posted on another forums but i think this one deals with my topic alittle better. Its been about a year since me and my love of my life broke up after a 6 year relationship. I have played the dating scene alittle but not alot of came out of it. Well me and one of my friends i have had for 8 years started hanging alot more recently. The sexual tension between us i think has been there along time but we never did anythign cause i had a girl friend and we jsut stayed friends of course. Well now that im single one night things got heated up and we crossed that line. Now the small problem but at the time i didnt care is she had a boyfriend. I know she didnt like him at all and was planing on breaking up with him anyways so I think that is why i didnt care really and didnt feal bad about it. We started hanging out every night, she would call me all the time. Pretty much we were spending every second together. We talked about how special thigns were cause we already knew that we caould hang out and talk cause we were friends before things started getting more intense.

Well the first month past of us seeing each other and thigns were perfect. Then thigns started changing, she started to want to see me less and less it seamed. Phone calls stoped coming on a regular basis. She was telling me she was getting extremelly busy cause of the holidays so i tried not think to much into it. But the one thing that was on the back of my mind is "was she seeing someone else". The reason i thought this was because i knew of a time she cheated on her last boyfriend not with jsut me but some other guy. That thought was always on my mind. So what i do, i asked her if there was someoen else but she said no of course not. Still no improvements, she almsot now completely stoped calling me all together and wen she does its like hours if not the next day later. She only messages me on msn like at 3am claiming she jsut woke up. I know she has been kidna sick lately but still just seams to weird. I asked one of our good friends who is friends with both of us and he said he knows she isnt seeing anyone else. He thought maybe she is just scared cause she doesnt know how to handle this now.

Everytime i ask her what she wants from this she says " I dont want to talk about it". Seams like one big game to me. Just sucks that my ex of 6 yers left me for my best friend and that hurt more then anythign now the next person i finally threw all my fealing towards is playing one huge emotion game with me. Seams like i can trust no one with my emotions anymore.