[SilentPrayer]

A Better Man*
I watched it happen right infront of me.
I couldn't move and couldn't see.

I watched you with someone else.
You broke my heart and all that I felt.

I couldn't feel on the inside because of you.
I was left to burn internally thinking of you.

These heavy tears that I cry inside left me empty.
If you could have know the real me.

Would you have loved me or walked away.
That won't happen now and that's all I got to say.

I can honestly say I did you no wrong.
It's funny you can't say that can you hun?

Im sorry for the trouble and how I dragged it on.
I made you go and now your gone.

You won't see me ever again but it's ok.
You made me apart of the game it's fine it was just play.

Internally you left a girl broken down all over.
You ****ed me hard and over and over.

You made me hang on even though you cheated on me.
You broke down my spirit my pride and my soul.

The day I agreed that it had to be ok for you to do it.
Is the day you broke my soul in two and you know it.

I wouldn't wish this on the worst of enemy.
I wish I could wish you gone and not apart of me.

I won't ever cry infront of you again.
To show you my pain is to show you you won.

To be your one night whore is the worst thing I could do.
So do me a favour.....do it to someone who doesn't love you.

But still I'm sorry, this wasn't apart of my plan.
I'm sorry you can't be a better man.

[SilentPrayer]

He wrote back:

You are such a victime. You make yourself one in almost every situation. Where is the backbone of the girl I first met. Why did you have to get so into it and fall so hard?
You did this to you, and I let you do it. I never asked you to love me or to stay with me.
I did it to hurt you. I did it to make you feel to see if you had jealousy in you but you don't you have an automatic door matt routine.