[katty]

Sorry guys but I really am. I am so aggravated right now and if I was confused yesterday about my ex bf and why he is calling I am not anymore, also I have decided I don't want to be his stinkin friend, I've had it. I am totally done with him bc there is no sense in another human being acting so stupid. As all of you may already know he broke up with me last Sat. and then called me on Sunday with a pathetic excuse about a rumor and then got mad bc I went on a date Sat. night. He then called on Wed. and then again on Thursday morning. He suggested that we go out tonight but we didn't make any plans, he said he would call later, well he finally called today around 4:30 all chipper and happy. He acted almost as if he had not even suggested our going out tnite, instead he talked about how he was suppose to go out of town but now he wasn't and that he and his sister were going to do something, but if he did anything fun he would give me a call. He said I'll call you later ok.

OK I realize that I never gave him an answer about going out but it makes me mad that he is going back and forth bc his swaying is driving me insane.

Don't I have a right to be angry? Am I making to much out of this? I guess I am just mad that I don't really have the upper hand like I thought I might have. I think I honestly thought he was regretting the breakup. I have been made a fool out of once again but I am thru waiting on him to make up his mind. From here on out when he calls me I am not going to pick up. It is so hard for me not to bc I have come to realize that I care very deeply from him even though he has turned out to be such a jerk. Why do guys have to act this way? Why do they decide they need to break up just when everything is going perfectly? Why do they do this, only to call you a few days later and f--- with your head some more?

Sorry to be male bashing I am just really upset right now.
Thanks for letting me vent.