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Im in love with a lad i cant be with- well at least i dont think i can. we have been friends for a few years and for the past year we have been sleeping together he always tells me he misses me when im not around and that he gets jealous when i see other people- however he doesnt want a relationship because he wants to be alone (saying that in all the time ive known him he has never been in a relationship).

About a month ago i finally got over him, i accepted the fact that we couldnt be together and moved on, but then he followed me everywhere, he was so lovely, generally making more of an effort then he ever has done in the past, i was stupid and ended up sleeping with him again, now i feel like im going round in circles and im so annoyed at myself for giving in, i know the way he is with me- one minute he's so loving and the next he's so cold and weird, so why did i give in??? i knew at the time i shouldnt but i still went ahead and did it.

I know i care about him so much but how do i stop these feelings? and why wont he let me move on? everytime i go out, hes there, watching me and trying to get close to me, when we are together hes so caring but he doesnt want a relationship- why cant i accept this and get over him?

plz help

xx