hey there,
Hi ***** its almost 5 am here.
I miss you do damn buch its incerdible how muych someone can affect you in a way thats is unspoken. This may mean little to you, but your the only one who manages to shock me in finding new things about me. I dont want to keep sending letters to you without any reply cause each time it really hurts me and i try ot be brave and hide it away and not get upsett but it does affect me.
What i like about you, is that I dont need to say nothing at all and you allready know what I feel.
I honestly would vex the gods and anything above if you didnt feel what I felt. Cause so far, I realize that you are "the one I love" It seems silly ,awkeward and i know I seem foolish but Im not afraid to tell you this.
I know when I am wrong, I know when I am right, I know when I need to stand down, and I know when the time is to accept that i lost.
But dammit, I WONT stand down, and I know I am right.
either way, i miss you and love you.."soo soo soo sooo soo much"
God...I dont know why...but I cant let go? It hurts too much to let go, I cant and I wont because if these feeligns are still there.."then why deny them"?
mynute words cannot desribe in reality how much I miss you.what i miss the most is wrestling and fooling around laughing with you, and seeing your blue eyes light up.."by the way, they light up when your happy"
I miss the way they did that
Connie~
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