[Cassandra_lynn]

I know I posted yesterday But I never posted everything. so here we go.

Tuesday i got broken up with.. after a year and a half he ended things with me. I work with him.. and I went to go to work that day he had to work at four and I had to work at 5 so I get there and into an hour of working he was all moping around. So I walked up to him and asked him what was wrong.. he told me nothing.. he would tell me later.. I kept asking and all of a sudden he looks at me and say I can't do this anymore. He ended it. I gave him the "promise" ring back and went out to the drive thru where I was working and tried not to cry. I asked him if he could close for me so I could just not be there with him. He closed for me and I told him after work I would stop by so we can talk about things. we have broken things off before but usually we get back together. That night I went to his house and waited for him. He pulled up.. I left a message on his window telling him how I feel. He looked at me like he didn't know who I was.. Thats what hurt he hugged me like he didn't know me.. It hurt. He told me he couldn't take me back because he didn't want to do this anymore. Just the sunday before we went on a romantic camping day. Well it was rainy most of the day so we stayed inside the tent. We had sex a few times that day/night and then the next day everything was fine. So thats what confuses me on why he broke up with me. Everything was fine.. unless he used me for the sex.. this stinks.. The other thing that pissed me off about when we broke up was this girl from my school was in there the whole time right before he broke up with me he walked over to her and she kept on saying just do it.. just do it.. then after he broke up with me he walked over to her and she said she was so proud of him. Wenesday morning i went to his house early that morning so I could say somethings that went through my mind the night before.. I had a key and I was bringing to back to him.. all of a sudden when I am sitting there talking to him.. his mom walked in grabbed the key and gave me a dirty glare and walked out slamming the door. so i decided just to leave.. to find out that night when I was at work talking to him.. we actually kinda talked.. that his mom thinks I am a slut she thinks i was sleeping around on him. I am sorry but I could never do that. My boyfriend/ her son was the first for me.. maybe thats why its harder for me to let go. well after awhile he quit talking to me. So here I am from school sitting here trying to figure out how to get over him and heal this heartbreak.

If any of you have ideas let me know please.. I need to get over this.