[stewwy]

Well, heres the quick version. My gf and I decided to take a break. so I flew home for a couple of weeks. while I was home we talked and worked some things out and agreed to work more on us when I returned. when I got home there were used condoms in the trash. they were from a box that I purchased just days before I went home. I absolutely lost my mind. I grabbed my things and emailed her some of the nastiest things I have ever allowed through my head. she had plenty of time to explain and give me some explanation, but she didnt.

After the smoke cleared a bit I became (and still am) very depressed. All I want is for this whole thing to go away and for her and I to be back in that magical place where we dreamed and romanced and loved. I am so confused. Could there be a reasonable explanation for the condoms? and if there is, after all the nastiness it inspired in me is there a possability for her to get past the things I said? any advice please......