[blindingaddison]

Well first I will start off with some background: I'm 20 yrs old I have been divorced for a year and I am currently living with my boyfriend of 7 months who is 24 and his daughter that just turned a year old. I am having trouble adjusting to this new living arrangement. I am now a 24/7 mother all of a sudden and some thought have now made their way into my head:

I feel like I am taking responsibility for my boyfriend past he is at work all the time. I have been on the pill since 15 to prevent a child yet I am doing all the work for one that is not mine.

How is he going to feel if I do have a child? It will be this whole big experience for me but he has already been through it all so where this baby come into the picture.

Ever since we moved in together I don't even exist to him I'm constantly number 2 and I understand that Skylar will come first but does that mean I should feel completely neglected in the mean while?

Don't get me wrong I love Skylar and Jacob but this whole transition thing has my whole world upside down and I just don't know what to do. Please don't write anything hateful I just need some support and helpful advise.

Thank you.