I wanna leave my boyfriend but...... I don't know how to leave?
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3yrs ago I moved in with my boyfriend of 5yrs. We now have a 2yrs old baby & its like ever since we been living together everything been going so wrong for me & him, I think we are both unhappy.
I don't even like to have sex with this man anymore I just get turned off when I think of the way he talks to me.
He told me that he has another girl because I don't give him enough sex, AFTER WE HAD SOME REALLY BAD SEX!!
He told me that since I can't give him sex like the way he wants (everyday, 2x a day) he has another girl.
I don't know how to be by myself ;(
He started being like this after we broke up & I was with this guy for like 3months & we ended up ****ing & I told
him 'bout it, he was crying to me & telling me that if I really love him that I would move in with him & that is how I
ended up moving in with him but since I had my baby he started to treat me like **** now I stay home & take care of
our daughter so I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, the only person I have is my mother.
another thing that I would like to add ...I still talk to the man that I was with for 3 to 5months I even ****ed him while living with my boyfriend which he knows nothing of, he only knows the time that we wasn't together but he still feels like I played him which I really did but I only did that because this guy makes me feel wanted & he cares to know what is on my mind.
I mean I wouldn't **** him right now I would feel bad 'bout it, I don't even hang out with him I just talk on the phone... I guess I would feel bad because of my daughter.
now my question to whoever gets to read this is should I leave ??? or should i stay ??? & how should I go 'bout this ? I can't see myself without him, am so use to him.... HOW SHOULD I LEAVE?
I need help.... am hurting inside i'm only 23yrs old with a baby girl!!! my babydaddy is 30yrs
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