[cortez002]

Ive been on this site before and helped it helped for a while and kind of wished i had kept checking it. i took some advice from this forum and it truly helped alot but unfortunately i just couldnt bear the time apart from my girl. we got to the no physical contact part and that was it for me. i totally cave in everyday and call but i made a solid decision to let her look for me tonite. she's really young (20) and im 24 and we lived together for 2 yrs under f**ked up circumstances at my familys house which i think did most of the damage. regardless i still love her and hope i didnt make a mistake in telling her i didnt want to be around her anymore....she still comes out often through mutual friends but mostly mine and i guess the girl never felt what it was like to be young and she needs that space.....im giving it to her now and hope all the things she said to me were true........till she comes around...if ever....i'll be on this site.....any advice would be great.....my head is F****cked and i could use some words of encouragement.