lately i seem to be getting possible mixed vibes from my ex girlfriend...
i had a long original post entitled 'reconciliation' a few months back...
we were together 4 months and now broken up 3 1/2 months, my head is still fried with the situation and i am finding it very difficult to recover from the breakup as i still have feelings for her, yes i fell in love with her
she has always remained in contact with me, asking favours, asking to meet up, texting me asking how i am doing and telling me her news
this "friends" situation seems to be somewhat intensifying, the other weekend we were out in the car and went to a few places including the park, she remarked how she missed us going out on daytrips together and then suggested "now that we're friends there is no reason that we can't continue" , i was a bit apprehensive of this as i hate that "friends" remark after being intense lovers
then last weekend she asked me to go out again with her for a bike ride and then a facny lunch which i ended up doing, we had a great time together but afterwards my head is full of total depression again at this situation
also which i find to be rather bizarre is she asked me to go on holiday with her during summer, which means just us two and probably camping together i.e. sleeping in the same tent!!!
i told her "um i don't know about that" which she remarked "you don't sound too enthustiastic"
also i have a job interview this week in which she remarked how i should take her out for dinner if i get it and possibly take her on holidays too
she also said that she is taking me out to dinner to repay me for the lunch i bought at the weekend!
what is going on here? this is strange judging from asking all my friends and family!
all i know is that this is not normal and from my previous ex she told me how we will simply not be doing anything together which involves any kind of day out nevermind together!
HELP ME!
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