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My ex recently left and on the same day i decided to quit smoking weed and doing various drugs for good. Yesterday i was also laid off from my job.

Its been 15days so far and im finding it nearly impossible to cope with the anxiety, pain, nervousness, sadness and depression. My mom is telling me that my body was used to having drugs as a coping method for pain these past 4 years and she is right. Now without the drugs things are becoming overwhelming and impossible.

Just quitting drugs on its own is a tough and painful ordeal but now I have lost the love of my life and my job all at the same time as well. Im scared for my well being and my sanity. I cannot take this suffering anymore and im praying each and everyday that it will just let up ever so slightly but things seem to be getting worse