I need help ASAP. I'm tired of going in circles. I want out. I was doin pretty good until recently. I no longer have LC with my ex. I'm not healing at all. I work with her and its difficult to go longer than 1-2 days NC. I see her most days. Last night I was invited over for dinner. We ate, watched a movie and I ended up staying the night. She was the one who invited me to dinner. I had no intenions on calling her unless she called me. Today, we talk but it's nothing like last night. I'm so confused. One minute she wants to call me and talk to me and the next she doesn't even know me. What do I do? I can't take the pain any longer! Its already been six months. She continues to this day telling me I'm the reason why we aren't together. I'm the one who made her decision for her.
She's been talking to a new girl and I know it but she continues to call me, text me!!!!!
I love her dearly but part of me knows this is wrong. I even told her that her girl wouldn't like the idea of me being in her bed. I no longer want the uncertainy, pain that this is causing!!!!!!!!!!!!
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