[amtz]

So I broke up with my girl a week ago... I'm a strong believer in NC it has always worked for me in forgetting or at least makes things easier for me to heel. I'm so dramatic of this relation since it was the first time I lived with someone, plus after 7 months of knowing each other we were finally honest with each other of what we felt and dated for 2 months. For me this is more than a brake up since like I said it was the first time I lived with someone else which make things a lot harder!!! We ended the relation in good terms, in fact it ended for childish BS...

At this point I KNOW FOR A FACT that she is gone, but I still have in the back of my mind the hope that one day she will notice what I did for her which no one ever did (FACT). I also know its not healthy to have hope in something that might not happen since as time passes it will bite you even harder, but what makes me think of this so much is that people say... "as time passes she will clear her mind and notice what she lost since you treated her with respect and love and sooner or later she will notice this, but for now she is confident that you are suffering and that she has you cornered making you less attractive since she knows she can come back any time... Or at least for now"

as a Psychologist I know that with in time I will bring my self together and that I will meet someone else if not today, tomorrow, next month who knows?? This of course if I don't end up getting back with her. Also soon the chemical/hormonal reaction that is causing this will eventually sees....

Any opinions ???