[Warsaw]

Hello there,

So I started talking to this girl on msn like 2 months ago and I've never felt this way about anyone before. It's actually insane how I feel about her. We always get on reallly great on msn, I booked flights a couple of days ago to come visit her for 2 days. Last night I talked to her on the phone for the first time. We talked for 3 hours, she did most of the talking and I can't help but feel I let her down. Afterwards I said here look I'm sorry for being so quiet on the phone. She said, no it's ok you were lovely. I'm pretty sure she was just being nice. It also didn't help that she could only understand me half the time I talked. I feel so empty today, like I've let her down and she doesn't even like me. I couldn't sleep at all last night over it. I even started to cry a litttle as well. I'm afraid to message her on msn again. That's pretty much it. HELP ME, I don't want to mess things up. I might be reading too much into this.