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ok well im 20 years old and in love with my boyfriend of 3 years. his family adores me but my dad will kill me if he finds out,
he is muslim and i am orthodox and that is a big deal to my dads side of the family and to my mum.
i am getting engaged at the end of this year with out my parents knowing and i was going to tell them when they are overseas next year because apparently they are going back to live there.
but if they dont i dont know what to do. me and my boyfriend have our whole life planned were both in good stable jobs and we make more than enough to be able to buy a house pay bills ect ect.
im not a little 16 year old not happy because my parent dont like my 3 week bf this is seriouse
i love my mum but me and my dad have never really gotten along but i wear my heart on my sleeve and i dont like to hurt anyone.
i come from a strict nationality and this will never be accepted like my dad has said once if we were to get married to a muslim that he will kill me or himself so that he never has to hear that from someone and then he said that he will disown me. so yer extremely confuzedd
pleasssee help