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To have hope or not?
I don't know how to tell for sure if he will come back or not, most people say he has sounded confused and that neither he nor anyone knows for sure how he will feel in the future, and that he might not even know himself.
He left me in July, after 18 years due to my neglect, we meet regularly still, he still looks at me so fondly and says he still needs me.
He left me twice years ago and came back, even though he said he wouldn't be coming back.
He says there are no other reasons he left except the neglect as I was busy (obsessed with animal care).
There is a little bit of hope, but it's hard to move forward when you still have a bit of hope.
I don't know whether to hope or not?
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