[I wanna be a gurl]

Ok I think my sexual tastes are all over the map.

first and formost, I do consider myself straight. I do like gurls ALLOT but I do have a tad bit of curriousity for the other sex. very limited but still

Anyways, heres my thing. I have this huge desire, oh this will be hard to explain ugh!

I like the idea of not wanting to be a girl really persay but I like the idea of acting like one. Not like Physicaly acting like a girl but the physcological aspects of a girl.

Example: I have been posting pics of me on a message board and have had a nice following of mostly guys that have been complimenting me and what not. To me, this is a HUGE turn on!

I feel like I have this power to turn these guys on and it is a rush!

I like possing like you see all these porn girls do. I like possing in sexy creative poses and posting them for these guys to look at.

In a wierd way it fullfills or makes me thing wow this is what gurls feel like when they do this and its incredible erotic to me.

I like the whole possing and acting out like the girls that pose for guys.

So I guess what I Am asking is am I normal??? I mean, I am a guy I do guy things I like gurls But I don't think any REAL manly man would ever post pics of himself for other guys to look at.

So what does this all say about me????

Should I feel guilty? Or is this ok?

[hollylove24]

I don't think that you should feel guilty about it at all...and I think that there are other people out there like you...but like you, they might not feel comfortable showing that aspect of their personality to others because they are viewed as the "manly men" and fear the reaction of others.