[smalltownsingle]

Hi, I am in a very serious 1 year relationship with my boyfriend. We are both in our early 30s and are discussing marriage.

The one thing that bothers me about our relationship is I have trouble getting over his past sexual encounters. I have my share of sexual experiences but nothing too kinky. Him on the other hand have tried everything. I dont even dare ask him if he tried something before... I know he probably have.

I have to say... my boyfriend talks A LOT. It is just his normal self to talk talk talk. But sometimes he brings up some of his past sexual relationships and goes into too many details and I cant help but feel insecure when he does. Then I give him **** for telling me that and bringing it up. Worst thing is sometimes I make him bring it up by asking questions but then he goes too far.

I trust him even if he works away more than half the time, I know he wont do anything wrong. In fact we talk for hours every night. I know he loves me a lot. We are very open and honnest to each other and he always treats me with lots of respect and is extremely affectionate towards me.

Whenever I get those insecurities he is usually very good at reassuring me that he loves me and nothing bad will happen. He even tells me that he likes my little jealous side sometimes. But sometimes I push it too far and he gets mad at me and tells me I dont trust him.

I really love this man, I truely beleive he is the love of my life and I want to propose to him real soon... but before, I want that jealousy to go away or to be more under control. Any advice to help me out with this would help.