This an update on this thread below:
http://www.loveshack.org/forums/show...=155648&page=3
Basically, I lied and cheated and he dumped me exactly one month ago. We had limited contact for 1.5 weeks where I told him that I basically accept the fact that he doesn't want to be with me cuz of what I did and that I can't expect him to forgive me.
We then had NC for 3 weeks after that until yesterday I called him to wish him happy bday and told him to call me back (he didnt pick up so I left a voicemail). His bday was actually on Thursday but I called him 4 days after his bday cuz I was on vacation and had no cell phone reception. He didn't call me back which made me impatient cuz he's NEVER gone more than a few hours without a call-back. Anyways, I called him again today and he picked up and he said he was sleeping when i called and that he forget to call me back (ouch!) and we just chatted about what he did for his bday and about my vacation. I didn't ask him to meet up and I ended the phone call and he said stuff like 'thanks for calling, talk to you later.'
Basically, things played out exactly the way I thought it would. It further confirmed how over he is with me. But for some reason right after the call I just broke down crying. I know what I did was wrong and I'm sure no one here has any sympathy for me, but I'm hurting. I know I deserve it, but still, it hurts.
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