Well, it's been 2 months since my ex left me to move in with someone else. Things had been getting better, but I suppose the prospect of the two month anniversary has put me on a downer recently. I've not heard a single word from her. Nothing. Not even a "sorry" or "how are you doing". I think that's what hurts the most.
I'm tired of grieving. I'm tired of thinking about her and her new b/f. I'm tired of thinking "is it her?" whenever I get a text message. I'm tired of going over everything at night when I'm trying to sleep. I wish I'd never met her to be honest.
I know exactly how you feel I am driving myself crazy thinking over and over, gotta stop! turn it off somehow? I guess I just have to feel it and let it go~?
So sad but there are a lot of us here and reading everyones experience helps and the positive happy ending ones give you lots of hope It won't always feel like this
I think our hearts are going through some process, it hurts like hell but it opens you up, or blows you apart
I've posted before about it. 5 year relationship, went downhill in the last year. Came back from holiday, she announced she'd met someone much younger than myself (and significantly younger than her). They moved in a week later. No attempt to sort out our problems. I've come to terms with it, can even see it was probably for the best. I just want to forget about the whole thing and her. I just want to get on with the rest of my life to be honest.
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I am driving myself crazy thinking over and over, gotta stop! turn it off somehow? I guess I just have to feel it and let it go~?
and reading everyones experience helps and the positive happy ending ones give you lots of hope 
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