[Dadubwa]

Let me make this short and to the point...

Every girl I've ever dated I've just criticized and dehumanized. No I didn't beat them up and yell at them or anything, nor did I hardly ever speak up on my disapproval.

They just get on my nerves. The little things, the things that shouldn't matter. They way the walk, talk act. WHO THEY ARE. How they react to their favorite song, to the way they curl their toes. It's terrible, there's no excuse I'm completely over critical. I'm so judgmental, and perceiving me from the outside THAT'S NOT ME. If anything, they should be acting that way toward me!

I don't want to be this way, yet I can't stop. Is this some kind of a disorder? I can't seem to get past it no matter what I do, it's NOT them, IT'S ME.

Help? What the hell is going on here...