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In limbo with this girl..
I've kinda fallen for her and it's very uncharacteristic of me. I got ahead of myself and didn't take the time to let it build up, I kinda got too flirty from day 1 and found out a few weeks later she had a BF, so I backed off.
I was cool at first but it's been a month and tonight I just realized I let her get too far into my mind.. it was really hard talking to her tonight cause I felt like my chest was in some permanent inhale position.. you know the feeling right?
I just want to talk to her despite her having a BF cause I have no choice, we gotta see each other regardless. So I'm not trying to weez my way into her or steal her from her guy, I just want to maintain myself with dignity and make it through this next few months.. and so I can walk away saying hey, I tried, she wasn't available, but so what. But right now, it is what. I can't sleep over her. I just don't wanna be like this. What's the magical cure?
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