I'm crazily attracted to this girl I don't know at all. She's a waitress at a dessert cafe that I frequent. She's in her 20's and wears a wedding ring, so is most likely married.
She’s quite possibly the most attractive female I’ve ever seen in my life. Oddly enough, her facial features and body size mimic mine closely. Whether this has anything to do with my reasons for finding her attractive, I don’t know. All I know is that my heart beats faster when I’m near her, and subsequently I feel giddy, nervous, and warm all over. I've acknowledged that I'm bisexual on some level - I've had crushes on girls before, but I've only ever had experiences with men.
Anyway, I sometimes wonder how these strong crushes begin. The fact that you feel attracted to someone so strongly – can you assume that they feel the same? Can such strong feelings exist without it being mutual? Or are you nuts and are fuelling your own desires and emotions? I don't have any expectations to follow through on these feelings with this specific girl, but...the whole situation just got me thinking