Ex boyfriend's marriage

forgotten

I am very upset because I learned over Christmas that my ex boyfriend got married. We had only broken up in Sept., so I was stunned! Now I feel used and stupid for all the time I was doing things for him and trying to get him to be with me. He would say he loved me at times, then when he got mad, say he didn't and that he wasn't going to marry me.He was always bringing up marriage, though if I expressed interest he would say things like,"no, marriage is obligation" or "I like my freedom" etc. He also married his first wife in three months, so I guess he is repeating his pattern. When I moved out of state to take another job, partly because of his continued mistreatment of me, he got my number from information and called me down here, all mad because I had moved, even though he hadn't called me in 3 weeks before I left. I know he is a mind game player and control freak, and I'd probably got hit if we had ever married, but he is a raging alcoholic who has little interest in getting a job. I know I'm probably better off, and at least he doesn't know how bad I hurt, but it still feels crappy! I still think of him to much, and try to plot revenge. What can I do?