[georgejungle]

Boy is my Family Full of them...They act fake but
then kinda talk a lot of crap behind your back...

I actually hate my extended family. Way back when,
when i was a kid i loved them...But when you get older
you see how screwed up they are.

I hardly ever see my extended family (granny, Aunts, Uncles)
that much. I honestly like to stay away. They aren't downright
MEAN to me, they are just kinda "fake".

There was an incident 10 years ago where a cousin of mine was
molested by another cousin. A lot of the family refused to believe
this actually happened and insisted my gal cousin made it up.
Ever since then, there's just been a weird, gross feeling i can't
explain. I actually think it sucks that they still embrace this
cousin of mine and are proud of him, since he's now a
Grad Student.

Whatever.

Anyway, Everyone just seems to act like nothing ever happened
and chooses to never talk about it, But to this day, It makes
me sick and I feel like saying something sometimes. But i know
my mom wouldn't like that very much.

Christmas is coming up and I REALLY don't feel like going. It just
feels uncomfortable to me. I often bow out of family get togthers
I feel bad sometimes because these family members are dumb, they
probably don't understand WHY i choose not to come around much.
They're ignorant.

Just felt like venting.