[Tkay]

Yes. It's me again

I have some questions for you all.


[ 1 ]
I really.. really! want a girlfriend. I'm 18 years old and I've never had a real girlfriend. Ok , one actually, a month ago, for 2 weeks, saw eachother 3 times & she was just messing with me or something. More on this later.
After feeling how it is to be loved(and love back), to get attention, to give and receive affection... I want it back.
I know this sounds rather desperate, but I really need someone in my life to love, and who loves me. I've been waiting for 18 years, been interested in girls since I was 12 or something, but never as much as now. Could any of you give me tips on "getting a girl".



[ 2 ]
For some reason, I can't keep a girl interested. I think some girls who liked me when they first met me got bored with me after being with me for a while/after getting to know me better. Like my previous girlfriend: We met at a party, had a wonderful time, week after that to cinema 2 times.. I enjoyed myself, I think she did too, but well she broke up after our 3th date. Her reason was she just didn't love me. I've had more of these situations. I'm just not such of a social outgoing person I want to be spontaneous, fun, funny, witty etc, but I guess you can't force these things? How do I keep a girl interested!


[ 3 ]
I've been real good friends with my (female) neighbour since 4 months or something. I hang out with her all the time, she always asks if I want to go shopping with her,she even asked me to go to the school prom with her, but she also always talks to me about who she likes and her problems. I guess most of you think this is a normal, friends-relationship. Well, I've never had one of those with a girl, so my question: is this normal? Everyone who knows us thinks we're dating or we have a relationship. A good friend of mine asked her if she liked me and she replied no. Also when she's having pain at her back or something and I say u want me to massage your back? she replies haha no thanks (as in, not from you).
So: this is just a friends-relationship, and it won't be anything more probably... right? Is it foolish to try something with her?


[ 4 ]
Just a by-the-way.
This one's concerning my appearance.

Me@September 2003 (on the left)
http://www.belgianparties.be/upload/...0031024/33.jpg

Me@December 2003
http://users.skynet.be/bk329020/Thierry.JPG

Me@Now
http://users.skynet.be/bk329020/Thierry1.JPG

I don't really have problems with my appearance, but there's always room for improvement.
I'm really having problems with what haircut to have, anyone have a cool suggestion? Also I suffer from blue rings under my eyes (forgot the right word).. because I don't sleep enough I guess (or lacking some vitamin?) Is there any way to get rid of them without going to bed earlier?


Thanks for any replies!
and yes, i know, i'm a nag