NC is having the opposite effect on me than it seems to have on others.
I know the 47 yr old STBXW is probably sleeping every day with her little 18 yr old BF, she never contacts me, she probably doesn't even remember me, ... but the more days that go by (11 days now) the less angry I get and the more I miss her and think about a reconciliation and how I love her! {{{UGH}}}
It's been 68 days sine the ILYBINILWY speech - I think you all know my pathetic story. (I had to look at the calendar to count the days - I have made a conscious effort not to count every day!)
Believe me - I am trying to be strong and I am DOING the "strong" things - but I have ZERO control over those thoughts in my head.
Any suggestions?????
__________________ Just remember this, my girl, when you look up in the sky - you can see the stars & still not see the light...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now it's your turn girl to cry...
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